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How to Be a Positive Person

Realize it’s possible, instead of telling yourself why you can’t. Become aware of your self-talk. Squash negative thoughts like a bug. Replace them with positive thoughts. Love what you have already. Be grateful for your life, your gifts, and other people. Every day. Focus on what you have, not on what you haven’t. Don’t compare yourself to others. But be inspired by them. Accept criticism with grace. But ignore the naysayers. See bad things as a blessing in disguise. See failure as a stepping stone to success. Surround yourself by those who are positive. Complain less, smile more. Imagine that you’re already positive. Then become that person in your next act.

28/07/2010

MisOctopus says:
that's y i sayang u both ma
雯雯 says:
o yang yang
MisOctopus says:

muck
kerry o says:
we reali want u ehhhh
MisOctopus says:
i know

雯雯 says:
when u single tell us kie

kerry says:
我的心里只有你没有她
cha cha cha
雯雯 says:
你是我的唯一
巫～
MisOctopus says:
omg
i tell u tonight i cant sleep already
雯雯 says:
那我们唱歌哄你睡

they're so sweet man!It make my day!

Can you see The different

last year Oct picture / This year July

i'm getting fat already:(

Woohoo~~~
last saturday she asked me " you like Ipad or not ", and she said she wanna get one for me,omg that's so sweet man. honestly , i don't need Ipad. i love my laptop very much heh!wink~~~she's too pamper me already.

Stupid Chris
i just can't hide my feeling, i hate it when you throw temper to me. Get out ! i can't pretending i'm alright, because i'm not.

蕭敬騰-Desperado MV

常对自己说；会懂得自足就好，我都没一百分，怎么去要求百分百的呢！

恐惧

我开始对食物有恐惧，你有体谅过我吗？每当你想吃的时候，我其实不想让你失望，就陪你吃，但一次一次的让你，你有想过我的感受吗？

不知不觉中我发觉我好像喜欢上了你，当你在唱歌的时候我整个人透露了，你的歌声让我很陶醉，怎么办？我怎么啦！为什么会是你Jam Hsiao，不可能吧！但我就爱听你唱歌

1. Are you sure of your sexual orientation? Or are you confused?
Completely sure.
2. Are you open with your sexuality? Or is it a secret?
Open in places where it needs to be.
3. Who was the 1st person you told that you’re a lesbian?
My 1st ex-gf.
4. Is your hair short, medium, or long?
short.
5. Would you ever shave your head?
yes
6. Do you own anything with the Gay Rainbow on it?
Yeah. i wear it often.
7. Do you consider yourself a Stud, Androgynous, or Femme?
There's no lable for me.I am simply me.
8. What type of females are you most attracted to?
Smart, educated, self confident
9. What FAMOUS Lesbian is your favorite?
ermmm!someone deep in my heart!:)
10. Do you like watching The L Word?
yes,certainly do love it.
11. Do you have any Pride tattoo’s?
yes
12. Do you go to Gay/Lesbian clubs?
yes , often....
13. Would you ever be a Drag King?
maybe not!
14. What name would you go by if you did do Drag?
No idea.
15. Have you ever been mistaken for a Male?
Definetely nope.
16. Would you ever have a sex change to become a Male?
no. I am happy the way I am.
17. How do you feel about Homophobia?
No idea.
18. How do you feel about Gays/Lesbians having children?
Absolutely yes, If they are good people in a committed relationship.
19. If it were legal, would you marry another Female?
nope.
20. What FAMOUS lesbian singer do you like the most?
ermmm..
21. Have you ever attended a Gay Pride Festival?
No.
22. Do you wear make-up?
Usually not, but when going out, yes.
23. Do you carry a wallet or a purse?
Yes
24. Do you wear Male clothes?
Yea,i feel more comfortable.
25. Do you prefer wearing cologne instead of perfume?
No.
26. Do you have several piercings & tattoos?
Yes, i love tattoo.
27. Do you have a crush on a female celebrity, if so, who?
ermm!KKKF??:)
28. How did your parents handle you telling them about your orientation?
I think it'll be fine, as long as nt so obvious(=
29. Do you have more Gay/Lesbian/Bi friends than you do Straight friends?
yes
30. Did anyone stop having contact with you after you came out of the closet?
mmmmmmmmm.......
31. Do you believe you were born lesbian?
No. I was born me.
32. Are you proud or ashamed of your sexuality?
Maybe yes.

Do you ever feel that loneliness? Like there’s supposed to be someone there who isn’t? Like you’re missing a vital person in your life, like you’re missing out on someone who could change everything? Do you ever feel like that person is right in front of you but maybe you don’t see it? Or maybe it’s because you see it that you refuse to believe it? Maybe it’s just me.

女人

我仿佛忘了其实还有男人的存在，也许我还是我最爱女人！女人啊！女人！我喜欢保护女人而且也喜欢女人保护我！

我很喜欢陶醉的感觉

Inception

Tomorrow i'm going to watch this,i can't wait for it.

Saturday good for movie & clubbing(=

i'm coming.

damnit

Just admit u gg back, Nth to hide & so secretly wad!i merely dun undestand why? Why wow? i'm nt invisible.I'm enough,how many time i'm telling myself is okay,persuade myself is doesn't matter, ended up?? i'm nt being childish you know.try to ask urself.why something that i shouldn't know?

15/07/2010

有沒有他們有什麼分別, 我會記住，還說什麼 "deep in heart"!我想吐啊！

i have to learn everyday
something new
something that i have to learn
something that i dunno but i need to know.

i <3 my room very much!but i want a home, that's kind of Home Sweet Home.

我吃不消啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

anyway Congratulations to Spain, world cup champions!
i'm lose too,why why?? why additional time.
i bought full time but didnt buy extra time.:(
damn it...

Steamboat

i love this steamboat.

Look at tis link,u will know more abt these .........

http://applezxx.blogspot.com/2010/07/10072010-steamboat.html

李聖傑~遠走高飛

“问题”

不知不觉中,也不懂何时开始讨厌 “问题” 也不晓得是你爱问 问题吗？Stop Questioning me ....
我觉得不耐烦啊！每当你问的问题我都不懂的，哎~~~ 好气好气！@@

我开始学着慢慢放开和解受，希望XXX别再犯错

Germany GO GO GO!

after lunch v Pop & apple, i'm dozing off in office.gosh,coz i ate too much nuggets+burger.:(
Today,Spain V Germany,i bet v Zos soo laughs.that's quite fun man.and yet this's my 1st time hahaha!!!!really(= i used to play poket but nt e football stuff!

Germany GO GO GO!

♥

今早我在想，我还在坚持什么，i'm still very confusing.我决定了，不懂以后会是怎样，我知道我会比以前更好更开心，还是一句“我是行的咯！”为什么要悲观呢！
我要为我而加油！开心就好，我知道你会对我很好很好,但有没有你我也会很好。Moreover, cat you are the best , no matter how u'll be there for me. i'll too.(:we need each other,Coz u know what i really want.

Once again

im feeling weird today,woke up in e unpleasant morning.those feeling really weird.Moreover,i know someppl are unhappy coz i was in complicated r/s v her,no matter who i be v,i...
这还是我吗？

i really hope that you will Treat me well,treat me right ,Can euuu?

DO RE MI

开心就好

我就是犯贱
怎样
犯贱到......
Honestly，You're pretty Perfect , pretty Awesome & Fantastic. no one is better than you.
就是没人比你更好更疼我 但我就决定了 你与我之间还有什么可以在吵了 没意义的吵同一样事 我们之间都累了不是吗？ 我们放得开吗？ 问题出在我这里，我比任何人更晓得 我就是放不开，就是接受不了 哈哈！我就爱闹 太爱固执，谁顶的了
" your Plan B" i seriously cant visualize that u did this to me.
oh yea... and my false too,i oways remember what i did(: bt is diff stories.

我要比从前快乐，我是行的咯

RainingDay

Today porridge was fantastic.

i'm sick on it coz e flu.

hardly breathe & yesterday having fever too.

cureMe i need Euuu

is euuu medicine-* laughs

can i on mC tomorrow...)':