An Unspeakable Love

An Unspeakable Love
byLaura Sang & James L. Secor

Darling, I cannot ever tell you some things. I can't speak because I don't know where I should begin. I'm sorry, too. You will never know very much about me, for my heart-- everything I did was for my heart. For me, life has been cruel. For you, it is just a kind of fairness. Your beautiful name will always be in my mind: Eileen. If it were possible, I would have been perfectly happy doinganything for you forever. I would follow you anywhere, but this was not to be......
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I can't understand why life is so cruel. Maybe it is jealous of humanity's strong love; maybe there's no taste of the feeling of love. Maybe it abjures a two persons world; maybe life is brutal. The blacksmith. Eileen. Made separate. The blacksmith and his beloved Eileen Bound in cyclonic passion and then bereft. I don't know the reason for this. Why does life keep things secret?

Love. Unrequited love because I never asked for any return from Eileen. I wanted, yes. But I could not speak. I could only bask in the reflection of love.In the dark grave, I remembered my life as a mirror. I regretted nothing. Suddenly there was no regretting anything. Let me whisper it from the dark. . .Darling, there are many things I never told you. I didn't want to say it--perhaps because I didn't know where I should begin to say. I'm sorry you will never know about me. About my love. About my giving. I will always accompany you, my darling. There is no fear.