Our Conversations II

sagibubble@hotmail.com said (1:14 PM):
baby?
老夫子 says:
yesyes
here
somtimes i run, sometimes i hide. says:
baby
are you mad at me?
.
hmm..
老夫子 says:
no ar
why said that
somtimes i run, sometimes i hide. says:
dunno
i scared you dun like me anymre cause of picks.

baby
have you read all bali msges to me?
i really nv talk shit about her
i dunno why bali wanna do that
i dunno if you still think she has her resons
*reason
老夫子 says:
babeeeeeeeeee
somtimes i run, sometimes i hide. says:
i thought it over all
i cannot get over it la.....
老夫子 says:
why u still wanan mention about pic thing
somtimes i run, sometimes i hide. says:
i know i know i know
老夫子 says:
i, tired v this thing
somtimes i run, sometimes i hide. says:
help me make my heart feel better?
hmm.
okay
i get it.
respect you
its better anyhow
i love youplently kae?
OH YES!
i needa tell you
you know why i always insist that i do not need you?
cause i scared.
i fear that when i need you, and everyone knows that i need you,
when you;re gone, i will really die
you know im very extreme
like it's either the best or the worst
love, for me it's like that too
wither i REALLY REALLY REALLY need you
or i find a balance
to not really need you
so when you eventually leave me, i'll not hurt so much.. . . .
(:
i know it's kinda bad thinking and mentality
but i always tell myself to be prepared
i fear things that i cannot predict
i want everything to be mapped out which is quite impossible.
i dunno la.
sometimes i must even admit that i piss you off.
like MAJORLY
cause maybe deep in me, i feel like i dun deserve.
purposely self-sabotage (like purposely spoil my own thing)
i dunno leh
weird.
im just frightened when you're gone i cant cope
YET!! the funniest part is that i TRUST YOU
im not afraid you'll cheat on me you know
cause i know you wont
i guess im afraid that we cannot communicate
you dun get wad i mean
and neither do i
lidat lor.
am i an idiot?
you get wad i mean?
老夫子 says:
yes definitely understand
but once u decide to love,
you won't scare
somtimes i run, sometimes i hide. says:
I EVEN DECIDED TO MARRY U PLS
wth.
but i dunno bout you.
weird?
that's how my brain works
like bird right?
老夫子 says:
honestly sometime you just make me feel weird
somtimes i run, sometimes i hide. says:
huh.
why?
老夫子 said (1:31 PM):
no why
sagibubble@hotmail.com said (1:31 PM):
can you gimme your blog?
heh (:
老夫子 says:
i have already delete
http://www.blogger.com/profile/12534799280370270197
the post
somtimes i run, sometimes i hide. says:
baby
why do i make you feel weird?
is it because im funny?
no serious
i think damn long you know
i was damn serious with you
since i wanted to be with you
but i told myself to take things easy
老夫子 says:
hmm
somtimes i run, sometimes i hide. says:
its not good if like suddenly WHAM BAM
you're gone
i'll be DEVASTATED.
means like SUPER DUPER UPSET
CAN DIE THAT KIND
老夫子 says:
ya
babe
i feel weird is
why everytime thing always drag you in and me
why i just cant have simple life
somtimes i run, sometimes i hide. says:
kae.
let's just stay away
really.
i also want simple life.
but it's complicated
you know
ive nv been in such a position before you know?